10 weeks have passed. I'm already starting to panic. Why doesn't anything feel done or completed at all? Maybe it's because of my pegged-up high expectations. And there's common test coming, I haven't started studying anything yet. This final semester feels like a game I'm trying to play with no idea how to do it and it's already run all the way to the 5th level.
I find myself stumbling behind. That can't do. Hard to imagine how this is how I'll spend my last semester in Ngee Ann studying.
Falling Behind. Damn.
Is this normal? What is normal to begin with? Whatever this is, I don't like it. It's oddly familiar, when I'm slipping up, it's essentially the same feeling I get. Now you add music and art to mathematics, programming and design.
Essentially it's a full-brained thing going on. I couldn't ask for more.
Do the best I can. Essentially it's a waste not to do so. After all, I've already gone this far. Such a waste to give it up now..
Next week, hopefully more progress this time. My components have already arrived from the shop.
Such a waste to burn it down.. Pity the fire is real, and the photographer managed to capture it on tilt shift so it looks quaint. Geez. It looks very much like a model to me too.
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