Insanity

It's a week to crunch time. 

Common test. Ah yes. Have I been studying? Looks like not. I still feel that nothing's gone inside my head. 

I'm lost, I'm tired, I'm losing my mind. Nothing seems to be going my way. I study so I can pass, but sometimes I don't seem able to do that. Is it me? 

I think so. Wished efforts = grades. but sometimes it doesn't. Like effort^2 = grades. or even effort^2=disappointment. Some people have it easy. I have it in the worst way possible. Sometimes I wish I was smarter.

Do smart people have it easy? Everything looks simple for them, no need to rack their brains, which i spend most of my day doing. I can never understand that. 

I don't think anyone can understand me either.