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I must have completely lost it.

I think I did.

I didn't mean to do it.

I said I don't know what happens when I'm really angry. Well, that was a little taste. It was scary to me too.

Another wish: Hope it never happens again.

Thank goodness next week is holiday. I can do what I want. And watch everything spiral out of control.

Finish as much as I can. I don't know how much. Not enough time.

Terrible.