Post-Graduation (Or: Liar, Liar)

Where is everybody?!?

Well, I made it to the end.

My photos aren't up yet. After taking them, there's saving and editting.

Frankly I'm not looking forward to it. I do not have people paying me for photographs of me.

Neither am I outstanding enough to be on magazines.

I am just ordinary.

And also a damned Liar.

I don't know why I'm so conscious of my photos. I have a mental image that I look like crap in every photo I take, and the best way seems not to be looking at my own photos.

Everytime I watch this video, I am immensely reminded of how un-perfect I am. I have a long way to go from where they are, but thank goodness the music is the same.

I find it painful actually. *wince* Don't understand how some friends can have so many photos of their face. I find any photos of my face to be awful. I don't know why. It appears that I am allergic to photos of myself, hence triggering a physical and mental reaction (reactions vary from a frown to utter repulsiveness).

Hope the photos don't turn out too badly this time. After my utter fear of ugly photos of myself, I also would like to appear glamorous and polished at all times. Judging the way my face doesn't come out nicely, i guess I have to settle for something less.

I'm not very proud of my own face. I have issues with that in the past, and I still do now.

Graduation ceremony is over at last. I have an extremely thick file, but I don't have enough documents to slot inside it.

Reminder:
For next graduation ceremony, make sure that all those pages can be filled up. I now have an extremely thick file but not many things inside it.

I think I can afford to be ruthless now. Actually I am.