Miss The Misery

Here's an update

If I had my way

Nothing is going my way, as usual.

If I had to lose

Chewing too much off again. 

Wouldn't take back one thing

I need a break. 

Never had much to choose

Between doing the bare essentials and carrying everything off with aplomb, I find myself in everything. 

Then it dawned on me

Efforts don't pay out nicely again.

Coming down on you

And I watch my attempts crash in my face. 

Like a cold sky raining under a burning moon

I thought I would have learnt my lesson by now. Apparently not. 

Waiting all your life

I don't have much time left. 

your wish is coming true

It seems as though it's running on fast forward mode. 

Bless your heart for beating me right out of you

So much to do, So little time

Miss the misery

Misery. I miss that feeling.

Need a reason for a change

Staying at my desk for hours, writing until my fingers grow callouses. 

Need a reason to explain

I have a super-achiever mode locked somewhere

So turn it on again

Is this normal? It comes on at the wrong time.

Don't change your mind

I think I'm weird. 

You're wasting light

I seem afraid to progress ahead.

Get in and let's go-o-o-o, go-o-o-o

I never remembered feeling so unsure whether to read ahead before class. I seem afraid of making mistakes.

What a nice long leash

 This is really bad. 

What a nice tight noose

It shouldn't be there at this point of time.

Never worked for me

I need grit, and lots of it.

but sure would look good on you

My mental toughness seem to have disappeared.

Been waiting all your life your wish is coming true

I was proud of it at some point of time. But I now I really need it bad.

Bless your heart for beating me right out of you

All the stuff I take in have some steely feel to it. Should have me covered constantly, but I don't know what happened.

Miss the misery

I need it back.

need a reason for a change

It was something minor. And it made me lose it.

Need a reason to refrain

I'll get it back.

So turn it on again

Even if it makes me hurt, I'll still have to do it.

Don't change our mind

That was what kinda set me apart from other people.

You're wasting light

 And i was proud it too.

Get in and let's go-o-o-o, go-o-o-o

I'll get the steel back. And be tough. Cause I like being tough

Miss the misery

 This feels like halftime now.

give me a reason for a change

 Getting a breather..

Miss the misery

A little break now and then does wonders

give me a reason to refrain

Clears your mind, memory and head.

Miss your misery today

Time is running out now.

Miss your misery today

More things starting to pile up.

C'mon and turn it on again

Reorganize, Reassess, Re-prioritize

Don't change your mind

It's the same girl who won't blindly follow anybody

You're wasting light

 You haven't won yet.

Don't make this right

I'll get the steel back

Don't make this right

It's on vacation long enough

Get in and let's go-o-o-o, go-o-o-o

Just you wait and see

And here's your song, live on Letterman. As well as on Real steel